Eighteen years old,

The last two days were great, incredible I dare to say. I’m eighteen, ( & with it comes more responsibility, according to my sister ). Either way, I had a great birthday. Rob is definitely the best boyfriend ever, I’ve never felt so special in my entire life. I adore the way he makes me feel, the way my heart speeds up whenever we’re together or how he just knows all the lil’ things about me ( such as the fact that I have two smiles, I never knew that! ). I got the cutest teddy bear ever (Omg,I can’t help but notice how much girlier I am now compared to last year ). I’ll be getting a new watch and an iPod – Or an iPad but…I’ll give you the cons and pros in a minute.  – since mine’s broken on Sunday with the money I got for my birthday! What else….hum, I had two cakes this year. Daddy bought me a cake, with a barbie inside ( NO JOKE, IT ACTUALLY HAD A BARBIE IN THE MIDDLE, I WAS IN SHOCK. )…c’mon, at least he tried. Overall, it was the best birthday I’ve had in the last 4 years. Although, I still wished I had a party…but then again, it was better this way.

Right, pros and cons until the time I walked in the Apple Store :

– iPad’s are huge compared to an iPod,

–  I would however, probably be able to do some college work on an iPad,

–  I doubt I’d give much use to an iPad,

– iPad’s are more expensive,

– I’d constantly be worried about someone stealing the iPad,

– The iPod isn’t that expensive, it’s smaller therefore I could just put it in my pocket and go with it.

Pros and cons after walking out :

– iPad’s are so nice,

– I touched one and it felt so right,

– I’m still scared of carrying it around and it being stolen,

– I wouldn’t be able to put it in my pocket which means I’ll end up taking my bag with me everywhere,

– I saw this guy on the train with an iPad and he looked just sexy and I want it, okay.

– They’re expensive and I don’t wanna spend all of my birthday money.

What should I do?

Blow me one last kiss,

Hey guys!

I realise it has been a couple of months since the last time I came here to even check everyone else’s blog & I’m sorry for that. My life has been a mixture of everything, including laziness. I hope everyone is doing well. This Summer has gone far too fast for my liking, not looking forward to going back to college but that’s okay. It’ll happen eventually.

Can you believe that in about 2 weeks I’m going to be 18?! I’m way too excited about this. First thing I’m doing : getting my bellybutton pierced. Yes, yes, yes! *jumps*

It’s amazing to see how close R and I are now. We’ve been together for almost 6 months. It’s nice to have him around, to cuddle up to him whenever we’re together, to laugh, kiss and everything else. I couldn’t be happier. He incredible and never fails to take my breath away.

Everyone’s been clearly happier around the house as well, I honestly think that I made this happen somehow. Let’s be honest, in the last 3 years I haven’t been a very good ‘child’. I’ve been terrible, maybe because I wasn’t able to accept all the changes, because I want to blame someone, so I blamed those around me and that wasn’t fair, especially when the only thing they did was to look out for me.

It’s late, so I’m going to sleep and tomorrow I’ll have a read through some blogs. 🙂

Goodnight, my sweet little things.